38 Years Old...

It doesn't seem that old. I remember when I was a kid and 38 seemed ancient. Now, not so much.

A couple of things did change for me over the last year. I found myself rummaging through my closet and tossing at least 50% of my clothes. Suddenly, the short camo skirt and faded skinny jeans no longer seemed appropriate for a woman turning 38. The bubblegum lipstick color and handmade ankle hemp cords were sent packing too. I also sat my man down and made him pinky promise that if I ever became *that* woman, he'd barricade the door and not let me out in public. You all know *that* woman. She's the woman in her late 30's or 40's that didn't get the memo on how short shorts and high heeled thong shoes are very not cool past the age of 25. You even get a 10 year grace period but if that crap isn't banished from your closet by 35, people WILL laugh at you behind your back. Now, I'm adjusting to my wardrobe of jeans or cargo's, t-shirts, hoodies and flip flops. Stylin...but not skanky. Well done.

The next thing I gave up was any sort of innocent flirting with younger men. Not that I have ever been a good flirt to begin with ( I ooze awkwardness and wouldn't know if I was being hit on if it smacked me upside the head) What was once cute and innocent now screams COUGAR. I hate that word. I really really hate that word. Whats worse? Cougar or MILF? I have a theory on those names but I'll save that for another day

I've surprised myself in how well I'm adjusting to this whole aging process. It doesn't scare me, in fact I find the whole thing amusing. You can't stop it, you can't turn back the time so you better acccept it. Go one step further and embrace it. Aging is beautiful. My body and my face tell so many stories. I have 38 years of life experience and I already have alot to say. At 38 I'm confident, I'm no longer concerned with the little things and I see the big picture much more clearly.
What more can you ask for?

Honestly, I like these changes. I like not being afraid to be assertive or take chances. I like making my own rules and not trying to please everyone. I like feeling comfortable in my skin

It was a good birthday

Thanks for the well wishes everyone

A mini update

The new company was officially launched Friday. Dollars and Sense Business Solutions is now up and running. I was at the firm on Friday to hand in my laptop, blackberry, keys etc and I stopped in to see a few people. H/R was first. They were wonderfully supportive and reminded me that I could come back to the firm anytime. I made it a priority to leave with the utmost professionalism and dignity. I always try hard to leave doors open behind me. It was a very positive exit, I must admit.

The last few weeks were tense and I was concerned it would get ugly. The firm kept coming back with counter offers and trying to convince me that staying with them was
the key to achieving balance in my career and family life. I was not happy when they threw the 'Mommy card' at me. I'm an intelligent person and I didn't make this decision lightly. I weighed every factor, envisioned worst case scenarios and ultimately made a decision that was right for me. I enjoyed the firm, very much and it's very possible that I'll find my way back someday. For now, I needed to try this new challenge of going it alone with the client.

Most important though; I'm on VACATION in three weeks!!!! We leave for Orlando on May 23rd and everyone is starting to get hyped. We rented a house in Clermont and it's quite lovely. The week includes trips to Disney, Universal Studios, Seaworld, Treasure Island, Aquatica etc...I have a camcorder and a digital camera so I'll have lots to share.

The home renovations are driving me crazy. The house is all clutter and it's diving my OCD over the edge. I know it'll be gorgeous when done but for now I'm ready to call in a steamroller and level the place.

You've now been updated.

My Calendar this week

I think I overbooked myself...

Sunday morning - Jaden Hockey School
Sunday night - Drew Little League Game
Monday- Drew Little League Game
Tuesday- Drew Lacrosse Game
Wednesday- Drew Hockey 4 on 4
Thursday - Jaden Little League/ Drew Locrosse
Friday- Drew Little League Practice
Saturday morning- Jaden Hockey School
Saturday afternoon - Jaden Little League

I coach little league, am a trainer for Lacrosse and work the bench for hockey.

Time to pee - Priceless